Instant overwhelming ego dissolution

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intensity 

++++ PLUS FOUR — A rare, peak state — a profound sense of clarity, connection or significance that stands apart from the ordinary intensity scale and is not simply a stronger version of the levels below it.

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Terror struck on the exhale itself: pounding heart, sweaty palms, and a crushing sense of doom as every familiar reference point and the sense of self were torn away within seconds, too fast even to grieve. What followed was an eyes-closed sensation of expanding outward at impossible speed until the self grew so vast it ceased to exist, culminating in a still, all-encompassing view of the universe.